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Erin


With eyes that sparkle in wonder,
And a smile that can light up the night,
Your warmth can make winter much warmer,
Your laughter makes everything bright.
To listen to you is enchanting,
Just playing with you is such fun -
Of all the Grandaughters you could have been,
I am delighted that you were the one.
You sprinkle my life with completeness,
Bring laughter and love to our lives -
Just think how we'll be - come next April,
When your new little brother arrives.

 My Pride And Joy.



God gave to me a precious gift in nineteen eighty three,
Not knowing just how you'd turn out, there was no guarantee.
And yet throughout your growing years you filled my heart with pride,
And always I've been here for you, your Mother and your guide.
I watched with love which filled my heart the day you started school,
A handsome child with great big eyes, you soon became my jewel.
Your kindly gentle nature, thrilled everyone you met,
The special bond between us two just isn't finished yet.
So soon you grew into a man, a sight which made me glad,
The facets of your character, remind me of my Dad.
Such kind and gentle humour, affectionate and kind,
A precious and more loving son it would be hard to find.
The way you walk behind me, and hug me without measure,
Your tactile soft affection, is such a priceless treasure.
And then you sing a song to me, and cast at me a glance,
Arms open wide, you sweep me up, as we enjoy a dance.
I know you are a man now, but affection you still show,
Yet hard it is as time does pass, when I must let you go.
And when you do face danger, the same as with your brother,
I know that you're still learning, although I am your Mother.
Such pride I feel inside me, such gratitude and joy,
That you will always be to me, my own sweet " Danny Boy".



My Brother and I



We grew up together, my brother and I,
He fun, he was laughter, to me who was shy.
He'd help and advise me whenever I asked,
His affection was genuine, so truly unmasked.
We got married the same day,in seventy nine,
On a day bright in August, in dazzling sunshine.
Sadly his marriage it ended  so soon,
After less than a year in the sweet month of June.
The first one he came to, with tears in his eyes,
For kindness and comfort, which was no surprise.
And so for each other, we always were there,
To show of our closeness, and how much we'd care.
To all of my children, Godfather was he,
And his pride in their childhood, I clearly could see.
To them he has always been very best friend,
With a genuine kindness, no need to pretend.
He has married again, and his family's grown,
Step children he fathers with love like his own.
He cares for his wife with a caring decree,
And a love in his heart which the whole world can see.
As I look at him now with such pride in my eye
I am glad we are close, yes, my brother and I.
If ever he needs me, I'll always be there,
Showing I love him and showing I care.
I truly can say, hes not like any other..
And inside me such love, for my own dearest brother.

The Nan I Never Knew.



My Grandma's name was Lilian,
The one I never met,
But I have heard such tales of her,
Such tales I wont forget.
She entered into Paradise
In nineteen forty seven,
The angels opened up their arms,
And lifted her to heaven.
Apparently I'm just like her
So my Mother says-
She had a eaceful nature,
And so many of my ways.
This is my dedication,
With all my love, it's true,
To a very special lady,
The Nan I never knew.

Weep Not



Weep not my boys, just dry your tears
For you, I’ve cared so many years.
Do not grieve now, no sadness take,
Just love each other, for my sake.
Just care, as I have cared for you,
And love each other, deep and true,
For I’ll be here to calm your sorrow
At least until tomorrow.

Where did my yesterdays go?




Where did my yesterdays go?
Gone in a twinkling I know...
Yet I cannot deny
However I try,
The feelings which hide down below.
 
Why didnt we just say goodbye?
As I watched from the corner of eye
I just thought that you slept
So right past you I crept,
I wasnt to know that you'd die.
 
I miss every hair of your head
The comforting words that you said
So much we could share
An inseperable pair,
To follow the path that you led.
 
Inside me a feeling so sad
Of the memories sweet that we had
Now all gone in the past
It just wasn't to last.....
How I love you, and miss you, dear Dad.




Jack

I am very impatient to meet you,
Sweet little grandson of mine,
Every hour just feels like a month now
So slow is the passage of time.
If you are anything much like your sister
I know you will turn out so grand
I can hardly wait for a cuddle
Or holding your wee little hand.
Seems your Nanny has waited forever
For a Grandson as perfect as you,
Your Mummy and Daddy are clever
To make all my wishes come true.
Come this April we'll show how we love you
There wont be a need to pull back,
With our arms eternally open-
To welcome you, dear little Jack.

Watch over me  - ( with love ).



With tender understanding,
You watched me with such love,
My greatest friend in all the world,
Will you watch now, from above?
The one I could rely on,
With the kindly gentle face,
Who now will learn to care for me?
Who now will fill your space?
It's hard to go about my life,
Living every day,
Knowing we are not now close,
Eternities away.
I never will forget you-
Or the great times we have had,
My soulmate and my confidant,
My very precious Dad.      

Written in 1987



This was the most difficult poem I ever had to write,
and I can appreciate it's not a great poem, but it was written
during the week of my Dad's funeral, and was so charged with emotions.
Because this part of my life was so important, I have added it here.

Christmas 2011



A time of gentle blessings - Christmas two thousand and eleven,
A different sort of Christmas, with both Mum and Dad in heaven.
It's not a time for sadness, for sorrow or a tear,
It's just that for this Christmas time - a very different year.
There's an empty place at table, no gifts for Mum are wrapped,
But she would want us happy, she would want us to adapt.
Perhaps start new traditions, to accompany the old,
Relating tales of Christmas times which yet have been untold.
Let up a chinese lantern in memory of the past?-
Set out each year the Christmas card she wrote me as her last?
In many ways she's with me, I feel it every day,
A tender Christmas cuddle, which will not go away.
So I'll raise a glass this Christmas, and try not to be sad,
Remembering the years gone by, and the love of Mum and Dad.


Bluebells For Nan.



There once was a lady who I never met
She was special, and dainty and good,
With a heart of pure gold, so I have been told,
I'd have met her if only I could.

With sadness I say, she was taken away,
In the year of nineteen forty seven,
They took her away, one cold April day,
And they lifted her right up to heaven.

This lady was special, the salt of the earth
And her parting was hard and prolonged,
She was in a great pain, but she didnt complain,
Yet all knew where she really belonged.

The angels they took her to dine now with them
In a place where there just isnt pain,
But in tales that are told, she will never grow old,
In my heart she will always remain.

In her last weeks of life she was nursed through her pain
As at home in her bed she did lay,
She was never aware, soon she wouldnt be there,
That her lifetime was slipping away.

She was my Grandmother, loved like no other
Although in our lives we'd not met,
Her life comes alive, on old tales I do thrive,
And I'm sure I've not heard them all yet.

As she lay in her bed, on the wall it is said
Was a painting of bluebells in spring,
She would watch all the flowers, for endless long hours,
And asked for my Mother to bring...

The painting much closer, within her near view
Which my Mother did so with much pleasure,
And she reached out as she could, to the flowers in the wood,
And touched each of the blooms like a treasure.

She told how she had, on the days she was sad
Walked in the woods every day,
Every bluebell she picked,just as I would predict,
As in bed she had quietly lay.

So the years did move on, I had babes of my own
I drove back to the town of my birth,
I went back there that day, to the place where she lay,
And stood there surrounded by earth.

As I knelt for a prayer, in the warm summer air
It was the closest that we'd ever be,
I laid bluebells for Nan, spread out like a fan,
And hoped that from Heaven she'd see.


Rest In Peace Lilian Pegler, my beloved Nan.

Posy Of Rosebuds

 

It captured each emotion of my happy wedding day,
Each tiny silken rosebud within my brides bouquet.
I carried it with dignity, upon my Father's arm,
Giving me away for marriage, with happiness and charm.
At every anniversary, I'd take it out to see
What pleasant recollections would all return to me.
I'd finger every rosebud I'd carried up the aisle,
Each petal was a memory, causing me to smile.
The years each held their story, of sons whom we gave life,
So very much happened since I became a wife.
Each year I touch the rosebuds, now faded with the years,
Recalling happy laughter, the sunshine and the tears.
My Father, he has gone now, and when I said goodbye,
I picked a little rosebud from my silken Brides bouquet.
I laid it in the coffin of my dearest, precious Dad,
Beside the silken lining which framed his sleeping head.
I told him that I loved him, a thing I'd seldom tell,
As I kissed his precious forehead to wish a fond farewell.
I hold the other rosebuds to remember times I've had...
Always remembering the missing rose, in heaven with my Dad.



For My Mam


All my life you cared for me, of that I'm truly sure,
Raising me, along with Dad, I always felt secure.
You gave to me such hopes and dreams,of what I could become..
A writer, a philosopher, a traveller, a Mum.
With all of my endeavours, you'd praise me to the end,
And you became my confident, my very closest friend.
You nursed me through some fevers, through many aches and pains,
You shared with me your wisdom, your affection and your brains.
And now the tide is turning, and after all these years,
It's time for me to care for you, and nurse you through the tears.
My pleasure now to care for you, the way you did for me,
And this I do with joy inside..of that I guarantee.
For nobody did more for me, more than any other,
Than that which you bestowed on me, my own so dearest Mother.

 

  "The air up there in the clouds is very pure and fine, bracing and delicious. And why shouldn't it be? It is the same the angels breathe."

Mark Twain, "Roughing It" Chapter XXII, 1886.
 
 

 

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